Xemnas

[ ]You own two different outfits one for everyday use and one for Kingdom Hearts II Bossing'
[ ]You have a near constant need to talk about kingdom hearts
[ ]When you rearrange the letters of your name you get a funny name that eventually becomes your nickname
[ ]You speak in a monotone
[ ]You have tanned skin
[ ]You have grey eyes
[ ]You are over the age of 70, or at least look like you are
[ ]You think you have a cool weapon. Unfortunately lazers are SO Kingdom Hearts: Birth by Sleep.

TOTAL: 0/8

Xigbar

[x]You have a cool American accent
[ ]Well Californian surfer really
[ ]Your weapon of choice is a sniper
[x]You have a problem with names
[ ]You look 60 but are really only 37
[ ]YOU.HAVE.AN.EYEPATCH
[]Your hair is long
[ ]You purposely streak your hair gray

TOTAL: 2/8

Xaldin

[ ]Your hair is in dreadlocks
[ ]But you don't pull it off
[ ]Your eyes are dark blue
[ ]You have a nasally voice
[ ]You don't give people many choices
[]You constantly hunched over
[ ]You're evil laugh fails
[ ]You wield blades so weak that the wind can blow them away

TOTAL: 0/8

Vexen

[ ]Your the oldest member of your organization
[ ]You feel the younger members don't respect you
[ ]In fact you say it constantly
[ ]In fact you rant about it constantly in front of said individual
[ ]You tend to dwell in basements
[ ]You enjoy playing with dolls. And Riku.
[ ]You have mousy hair
[ ]You constantly try to be cool. You fail dismally though....

TOTAL: 0/8

Lexaeus

[ ]You don't talk much
[x]You enjoy reading manga
[]And puzzles
[]You have red hair
[ ]And are quite boring
[]You try and use physical strength to your advantage
[ ]Your element is earth
[ ]Your too weak to win against a whiny little bitch

TOTAL: 2/8

Zexion

[x]Your meticulous (you give great attention to detail) by nature
[x]People think your emo. Maybe you are, maybe your not; either way your hot.
[ ]Your the leader of those who dwell underground
[]Your dark blue hair is totally natural (Zexion's hair is a light perwinkle... whoever made this up was totalnie incorrect...)
[x]You weapon is a book
[ ]You enjoy pickled daikon
[]You have this weird habit of pretending to be other people
[x]You can smell the presences of friends, enemies and pickled daikon.

TOTAL: 4/8

Saix

[x]You obviously have dyed blue hair. Regular hair is not that blue.
[ ]You have a scar on your face but you won't tell anyone how you got it because it's so pathetic.
[ ]You have anger management problems
[ ]You have been known to kidnap younger girls and hold them in your basement
[x]You ask inanimate objects where your heart is
[x]You have a problem with names
[ ]By kissing up to the leader of your organization you are second in command. Congratulations!
[x]You have been spotted singing bad Disney songs

TOTAL: 4/8

Axel

[]You are the black sheep in your organization
[]Your red hair is smexy
[]Your concern for your friends makes people question your sexuality
[ ]But your totally not gay
[]Like the fire you control you're hot
[x]You enjoy spelling
[]You have a cool catchphrase, got it memorized?
[x]You appear to mess around but in reality you've put more thought in than everyone put together

TOTAL: 2/8

Demyx

[ ]You play sitar where ever you go
[x]You're not as weak as you look
[ ]You love Chester
[ ]You have sandy blond hair
[x]You have blue eyes
[x]You DO have a heart
[x]You have a problem with names
[]Like the water you wield you're generally easy going

TOTAL: 4/8

Luxord

[ ]You're generally a drunk pirate
[ ]You have an english accent
[ ]You gamble
[x]You have an earring in your ear
[ ]You have very short blonde hair
[]You've just lost the game
[ ]You don't battle, you play cards
[ ]You're in a "relationship" with Xigbar

TOTAL: 1/8

Marluxia

[ ]Your hair is PINK
[ ]You grow flowers
[ ]You don't kidnap young girls and hold them in your basement....you hold them in your castle
[ ]You were supposed to be in the other gender
[ ]Your weapon is a scythe
[ ]You're the leader of all those who dwell above ground
[ ]You plan to overthrow your organization
[x]Your gay

TOTAL: 1/8

Larxene

[ ]Your a cold hearted bitch and you're proud of it
[x]You hate children
[x]No, in fact you hate children and idiots
[ ]Your favorite food is chicken with lemon squash
[ ]You have blond hair
[]Lightening doesn't affect you
[]You don't shower
[ ]AS your weakness is water

TOTAL: 2/8

Roxas

[ ]You're the keblades chosen one
[]You're summer vactaion is over
[]You're heart belongs to you
[ ]You have blonde hair
[ ]Your name mixed up is Xsora
[ ]You sound like your related to Jesse Mcartney
[ ]Your best friends are Axel and Xion
[ ]You want to meet your other half

TOTAL: 0/8

Xion

[ ]You have short black hair
[ ]For some reason you keep having dreams about some guy called Sora
[ ]And for some reason after these dreams you wake up and you ARE Sora
[ ]This leads you to go insane.
[x]Your in love with Roxas (My gf cosplays him? >.>
[ ]You weield a fake keyblade.
[ ]For some reason Axel is stalking you.
[ ]Only few Organization XIII members can see you

TOTAL; 1/8


I'm really boringly equal........ Wow... Fail....

For all my fellow Repo fans, I have the most awesome thing ever for you to watch.....

[link]



Repo Live's own awesome sauce trailer! I'M IN THIS!

Maybe I'm just being over-emotional... but I found out some things, and now I am a very unhappy Poland.



It turns out that I've been banned from a chat because of dating issues.... and I'm not going to say much more than that..... but I don't appreciate being lead along. If you don't like me, tell me..... then I'll know who to avoid.


Also.... Don't compare me to my other half. I'm not her, despite how close we are.

And for God's sakes..... I'm not going to allow you to bring me down!


I am the Republic of Poland, the phoenix, if you will.


I will ALWAYS rise from the ashes....

Whether you like it, or not.

I feel like getting up, walking out my front door, going down the stairs, and walking out in to the middle of the street.... and play with traffic.

This week has been... Hell on Earth.... No joke...

I'm... afraid.... that I'm going to snap and do something drastic.

I need to get laid.

I'm not joking when I say this, I'm not over exaggerating... I really, really mean it. There's nothing I want more right now then to be fucked HARD, right where I stand, by a gay or at least bisexual female. This may sound slutty, but I need it desperately.

Either that, or a gun to blow someone's head off with.


In any case, this week started out... well,let me start with last Monday, a week ago. Kit and I were at odds a bit, but then I had to leave Wednesday for tech and performance week... My Repo! The Genetic Opera shadowcast's performance was on Sunday.


Tech was... rough. I'm not at liberty to discuss most of it, but I can tell you one thing.... it was NOT supposed to go like that.


The actual performance was fun, though I had a breakdown that day.... I was not perfect, and I was the lead... if I messed up, everyone would know.


Things went wrong in the performance, but even so, we were still the best shadowcast to date. We're the only one with special effects, the only one with bloody organs being thrown at the audience, the only one with lighting, projections, giant furrires....

We had a flight rig, for God's sake.


And then came the day after.

I received a text from someone, who blamed me for something that was not my fault.... I then got a text TODAY from an UNKNOWN someone threatening me to quit the cast.

And most of this stuff, I'm not allowed to even TELL you guys.


I can't quit... I'm the lead female and the Costume Auditor. If I quit....


T-then.... then came the worst part.


One of the people I love most has gotten so fed up that this person has basically called it quits in my relationship. I don't know what to do... I just wished I had seen it sooner....


Then a very close friend tried to guilt trip me because I was going through too much shit to visit her this week, then yelled at me for snapping at her because of it.


I'm so tired....


I'm not horny,but I want sex. Maybe I need it as a distraction, or stress relief... maybe I'm just weird?

But,oh well. Open relationship, I won't get laid in it, I've already been given permission to fool around... and God knows how much I need to fool around. Am I a slut for feeling this way?

Am I wrong for needing this distraction?


Am I wrong for wanting to get away?

I need to go someplace... I need to be kidnapped by someone, anyone....


I want to go out and play in traffic....


I think I'm going to snap soon.... my thread is fraying....


I....

Don't know what to do...

RULES
☆ If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
☆ If you get 11-20, you are normal.
☆ If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
☆ People who don’t have any are full of crap.
☆ Tag 10 of your friends and find out whether or not they suffer paranoia.

I fear ...
[ ] black people
[x] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ x] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
Total so far: 2

[ ] being touched
[x] fire if its in my house
[ ] deep deep water
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
Total so far: 4

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed/mugged
[ ] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[x] large crowds of people
[x] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors
[ ] tornadoes
Total so far: 6

[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases ( FF YEAH CAUSE IMA GONNA DIE THEN D< FF)
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] scary movies
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[ ] becoming blind
[ ] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up, old
Total so far: 7

[ ] creepy noises in the night.
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] hair
[ ] Deer
Total so far: 7

Total: 7

I'm fearless? O_O